"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

i make bad choices
May 03, 2004 - 9:18 pm

if i scored a 80% or higher on the final, i'd get a B. if i scored higher than a 55% i'd get a C. if i scored lower, i'd be taking the class again this summer.

i think i need to check the schedule to confirm what time it's offered this summer.

that's a a bit dramatic. but going into the test, i thought a B was a good chance, i did well on the second test - just horribly on the first, hence the 79 avg.

tomorrow and wednesday i have to write a 20 page marketing review of a company and complete the 5 essay questions that make up the take home test. the essay questions are probably going to be another 10 or more pages.

i have zero, none, zilch, desire to this.

to be honest, i have no desire for any class i've taken in school yet.

as usual, i've royally fucked things up.

my happiness from the other day is gone.

the reality is i make shitty, shitty choices. perhaps not all the time, but far, far more than enough to totally fuck up everything i do.