"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

random stuff
April 04, 2004 - 12:41 am

i made some choices, we'll see if i stick to them, but oddly.. shortly after that my back started to hurt less.

i'm wondering if some of the trouble there was stress. i know something in my lower/mid back is fucked up. i need to see a doc about that.. but the level of it hurting dropped quite a bit - a very nice thing.

i'm going to edit my profile tonight, after this entry, i'm deleting off all the people i don't actaully want to read.. or for various reasons don't want to talk to anymore.

such a weird thing to remove people from the buddy list..

but.. i've decided to take a strong stance on if you want to talk to me.. why the fuck arn't you? why did i send you the last email and you didn't bother to reply?

this, of course, doesn't apply to you - our situation is a bit beyond that.. but i am curious why you didn't reply to the long email i sent, just the short one.

i was happy to see i got the birthday right.

anyway.

i need to talk to the mba advisor and see if i can swing one econ class to count for finance, if so.. i'm good on what i want to do in school. i'm going to get an international business and finance concentration. if i decide to bust my ass, i can add in a management concentration too. that seems a bit much to be honest though.

getting the finance one is going to be a stretch, but i think i can swing it..

of course, i'm still... lost in what i actaully want to do with my life. there's no cure for that - just part of my personality i guess.

the whole... parents thing has gone fairly well. though, i find it funny that we mostly meet up for food or some sort.. oh well. at least it's not horribly ackward.

things to start to do - set aside two hours - one for swimming and one for school reading. set aside one half hour for chinese (that's how long the lesson book says i should study a day).

i have tons of free time.. so this shouldn't be a problem.. of course, i need to change lazy habits, which is damn near impossible to do - at least for me.