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"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown i was walking back to the apartment today and, as had happened on several occasions recently, it was like i was walking in a movie. hard to explain, but it was like i wasn't actaully there.. much like if i were watching the tv and the seeing through some actors eyes as he walked down a street. at first it a bit disconcerting, but not really. i'm skipping class today. just don't feel like sitting there for 75 minutes and listening to a guy read powerpoint slides. i can download and read them on my own - only i know i want. none of my classes hold any real interest. this disheartens me greatly. what gives me the greatest joy? i'm not sure. i think i'm coming to terms with the idea that i'm past finding joy. mostly, i'm just tired of being tired. oddly, it feels good to be coming to terms with that. i suppose it's the first step in understanding myself. A place like Alaska - April 07, 2012 Dowton Abbey - February 01, 2011 Dowton Abbey - January 31, 2011 Something of an update - January 16, 2011 What to do... - January 01, 2011 |
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