"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

please, allow me to retort
March 02, 2004 - 7:34 pm

as i've said before, i don't feel that email and online chats are a good medium for emotion. i suppose they can be when nothing else is a choice.. but if i'm going to have what i deem an important conversation i want it to be as close to inperson as possible..

right now that'd be the phone. don't forget, i've offered to drive up to you just for a weekend so we could talk face to face, but let's put that aside.

you lament the fact that you don't think i've told you my thoughts and/or feelings regarding us..

you won't give me the chance.

from my point of view, if you're not even willing to use free cell phone minutes to speak with me to hear what my thoughts and feelings might be.. why should i bother to take the time to write them out in a forum i find impersonal..?

forgive me for trying to make an important personal conversation.. well, 'better' in my mind.

i am lamented for wanting to say words, not type symbols.

i find the situation ironic. me, the guy, wants more personal communication.

for anyone curious here's the entry i'm refering to.

it was posted in mistaken reply to my entry on the 28th. i wasn't 'bitching about how she' acts. though, i can see what i said being applied to our situation - it just wasn't the cause of my venting.

with any luck i did the html thingie right.. if not, it's probably for the best.

in case anyone is curious, i don't have her phone number, lost it in one of my phones and phone changes.