"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

my own private absurdity
October 19, 2003 - 9:39 pm

now, whether you think she's attractive or not is a topic for another day (personally i don't think she's all that hot).. but what strikes me as absurd is that she can take her shirt off and get tons of attention.

are we really such a decadent society that a topless woman causes excitment?

yes, i guess we are.

sex is taboo, but violence is to be glorified. i don't see any articles on fark about people being killed.. that's boring and commonplace.

a pair of breasts is news worthy.. not death.

anyway.. i also added some new rings.

i realized that there are certain parts of my life.. that i just don't talk about on here. probably from a sense of.. i dunno. a sense of somemthing.

i suppose it's just that i'm a private person. some things i just don't feel the need to talk about - i'd rather do them i guess.. not that i'm doing much of anything these days.

yeah, i'm sort of rambling on.. trying to find something worthwhile to say. to be honest, i'd rather not comment on the whole spears thing, but i've already typed it..

i'm in impluse typer.

i can be very impulsive. usually to my detriment.. be i never learn.

why is it that i can make myself a promise.. and break it moments later?

why can keep promises to others.. but not to myself? what's the deal there? what's that mean?

i think that, more than anything else, leads me to my feelings of.. intense apathey.. and pointlessness.

my own private absurdity.