"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

catch-22
September 26, 2003 - 10:18 pm

it's, generally speaking, to fucking hot here. i like cool weather and canada is more north, so cooler - at least to my way of thinking.

i'm thinking ontario. i need to find out stuff about taxes and all that crap, not to mention gradute from school.

no news on the test yet. i'm sort of worried about that. i saw my prof the other day and asked him a thing or two and he was clueless what i was talking about. i think i fucked it up.

in general though, i am not overly concerned (thank you counting crows).

to be honest, i'm too damn tired to be worried about anything.

i'm debating if it's worthwhile to go see a shrink. i loath the idea of pills.

i got into a converstation of sorts with a friend back in PA, via email, and i argued that the point of life was to maximize happiness. without going into what we were talking about, my point was one must do what's going to make one happy - the question is do you want to maximize happiness in the long run or short run?

more often than not, i think it's the point of life - to be happy.

so, to i now find myself thinking, well if that's the case, you're not so happy.. so what must you do or change?

of course, the idea of changing me doesn't make me happy. a catch-22, no?

of course, it's my favorite book!