"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

i'm torn.
December 17, 2002 - 5:49 pm

i got a bonus at work the other day. i'm actaully feeling conflicted about wanting to leave now. did i talk about this before? i forget.

i parked at the grocery store the other day. some guy stopped me to tell me lights were still on. i almost laughed. i was so shocked. i thanked him and said they go off on their own. i was stunned at him telling me.

i like dark chocolate kit kat bars. i wish the big kat bar came in dark chocolate.

get this, i've been almost social this past weekend. i was out of my apartment from like noon to 11pm on sunday. scary huh?

i like eggnog. i don't think i'll buy anymore. i'm on a health kick kinda deal.

i read somewhere that drinking on glass of red wine is good for you to drink. i'm thinking of starting that tradition. just one glass.

i'm conflicted about a lot of things.

i played powerball. the jackpot is something like 160 million, so even after i pick lump sum (probably like 80 million) and taxes i'd have like 50 million or so. that would make me smile.

i'd like to stop picking at my nails. i just can't seem to. i've done it forever.

i'm supposed to go home for xmass now. i'm torn on that.

me? torn? heh, what else is new.