"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

housebroken
April 26, 2002 - 8:31 am

i'm considering making myself puke.

it's not that i feel like shit or have a massive headache. i feel pretty much ok, but just kinda queasy. puking would make me feel perfect.

did i post last night? i dunno.

i left the office at 4pm and got home at like midnight. that's eight hours of drinking. that's alot of booze.

i recal being given cigerettes and smoking them. i don't smoke.

we ate clams, calamari and something else. i'm famished this morning.

i woke up at 7am, like always. i like that about me. it's a weekday therefore i wake up at 7am.

wow, water does taste good.

i'm really torn over my choice. i was told repeatedly that i'll have a job if i call back. so i'm happy about that.

i'm still not happy over the moving people and having to block people in for a bit. though...like my dad said, they are movers and have been there, done that. that's probably true.

things i will do today:

get the check for the movers.

call to get my utilities turned off.

put in a change of address at the post office.

finish packing.

clean.

i think that's it.

oh get this. last night i come home totally lit. my building has been putting in new doors to all the apartments. they picked yesterday, unknown to me, to put on my new door. so i left yesterday morning with the same wood door as always. i come home, drunk off my ass, to an ugly unpainted gray metal door. i must have stood there for like five minutes and just looked at the door. i tried the wrong key first and started to get very angry. i tried the right key and got very happy. i thought the bastards has switched the doors and locks on me. it would have been very funny had i flipped in the hallway and started pounding on the door. i'm glad i didn't.

are you all sure that you don't want to move with me? i do have the extra bedroom? or is the idea of living with kraven to scary? i promise, i am house broken.