"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

shortened repost.
April 01, 2002 - 6:06 pm

fucking emails with links that DON'T open a new window but whipe out the current one.

ok. so let me post the only part of that that really mattered.

if you mean what you wrote on the 30th and the 14th..probably other days too, but those are the two that stick in my mind. if you really mean those words, then let us act upon them. you know how i feel and i think, from those pages, i know how you feel. if how we are does make you sad...and you lament things...then let us fix them. if you feel you mean, really mean, those words and still feel that you need to rebuff me...then do me the favor of not repling to my last email or anything else i might send. let things then be that i'm dead to you. it's the only way i grasp what's going on. i can't understand missing someone and wanting them in your life, but not wanting to see them or talk to them.

i hope you do reply.

i won't say i understand i you don't, i don't and i don't think i want to.