"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

wishful thinking idealist
January 18, 2002 - 5:42 pm

my cable is fuzzy. i hear this high pitched squeal to. i think i might need new coax cables. i find it ironic that goes go fuzzy today when i could have sent myself cords from work. instead i shall try overpriced cords from radio shack. it't not that big a deals since i only need two. i just kills me how much stores get away with charging people for coax cords and patch cords. it's obscene really.

on the plus side, i'm listening to musicbox, which i havn't done in a while. perhaps i'll figure out to hook up my pc to my stereo and play these songs on real speakers. i don't think i can though. i don't think my little shelf system had external inputs. oh well. i'll look later.

i feel fat. i think i'm actaully going to go to the gym tomorrow. i wonder if i have a suit and if i should go swimming? i dunno, i'll see tomorrow.

i think i might have expressed my views a tad harshly the other day in response to Draindog's note. i didn't to come off harsh, but i think it has that tone. that's downfall of just text. its very subjective what sort of tone is meant...a lot depends on the reader and the reader's mood.

i didn't have mac and cheese the ohter day, but i cooked a stir fry. it was pretty good. tonight is mac n cheese night for sure though.

i got my fantasy football money today. off to the bank tomorrow to deposit that.

i have an interview lined up for the 29th. i took that day off work. it's for a company that sales 'final expense benifits'. in other words, selling people what's similair to an insurance policy to cover 'death' costs...morid huh? things like funerals are expensive it seems. it's a work as hard and as much as you like job. sign up old people, well 45 to 85 i think and off you go. i'm going to try to get another on that day to. two interviews in one day would rock.

so far i've had four response i think. not bad for 30 resumes i sent out. since i sprayed and prayed...i'm happy with something over 10% rate of return. how pathetic is that?

i think if i really had some ambition...some drive to succeed..i'd like to be an evil super hero. i'm good at coming up with farfetched plans to do something, but not so good at making them happen. actaully, on second thought...comic villians arn't to good at making things happen either.

i like altoids. wintergreen. don't even try to bring up some other flavor. this is kravenland and wintergreen it is.

i have no real plans for this weekend. i do need to go to the gym, dump my old tv somewhere and get rid of the new tv box. anyone want a big box or a tv?

did you know that kraft cheese and mac is the cheesiest? yes, i only buy the best. i'm so lazy, such a consumer-robot...i even bought this box that has single serving amounts.

i'm a walking contradiction. i'm the living embodyment of being a hypocrit.

it's all part of my charm.

i'm an wishful thinking idealist with a practical streak...who knows damn well he's no where near being a part of any solution, but oh what fun it is to pretend i can me.