"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

another one?!
2001-09-19 - 5:23 p.m.

Read Meat, a comic type book by Max Cannon.

well, go buy if you want a taste of my sense of humor. give the book some time, it starts out slow...but has some simply awsome strips in it.

in other news...i'm shocked and mild concerned. i've been listed on another favorite to read list, from georgia no less. i'm alittle bummed i can't read his though. i think in general people from georgia scare me. i think it's cause georgia raises alot of goobers. something just sounds wrong about growing goobers.

at work, it's getting pretty entertaining. i'm watching a firing in slow motion. one of my co-workers is basically asking to be fired, but in little defiant steps. i almost blurted out to him that he should just quit today, but that would spoil all the fun. it's so amusing to watch the frustration on my new bosses face. see, what really needs to happen is that they should fire all of us salespeople, close the office and divided the territory between the next two closest offices.

i mean, we are all pretty worthless at what we do. we arn't salespeople, we are order takers. it costs to damn much to live in this city and there's no reason we need an office here. we have outside reps, let them stay in thier territories and just move the inside support staff. it really does make sense.

in the mean time, i'll gather and nurture my own displeasure...waiting for a job i like enough to pop up that i'll be inspired to write a cover letter and thus complete my travel toward office job hunting.

i did not get the condo. i'm divided about what i should do. where i get a condo will affect where i want to look for a job, but i'm trying to do both at once.

i saw a job that i'm almost interested in. i'm pretty sure i could get it if i applied now. it requires like 30% travel. i'm not scared to fly anymore now than before. i guess i think when it's time to die...you die. be it a heartattack, a plane crash, a bus accident, a whatever. i like the idea of traveling here and there, though i don't know where this job has you travel to. perhaps i'll get energetic and write that letter tonight.

did i ever mention i hate cover letters? i do.

did i ever mention i simply hate things where i sould all pretentious? i get in this mood and i just start trying to make things sound all fancy. i don't like that. i wish i could stop doing that.

i was talking to one of my vendors today and i asked her what she had for lunch. she said, pizza with dick on the side. i'm pretty sure there was no real dick, but she wouldn't explain what she meant. i'm curoius so i'll have to find out.

i'm still a bit feaked that someone else has added me to the 'list'.