"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

Overwhelmed
March 02, 2007 - 6:12 am

I recall the post about the "busy season", and it is indeed that. I recall early posts about how everyone is treated as if they belong -- that they are fully and totally capable of doing what needs done.

Everyone knows I'm new, very new in terms of the busy season projects. I'm fine with the notion of getting done what needs done.. the problem is that.. I'm left quite unsure of what exactly falls to me to do.

Things that I don't think are mine.. are. It's odd.

It's a very convoluted process.. made all the worse given that two projects I have are being switched from a rather experienced lead person.. to someone who's newer than me. This means, the top two people on the project are basically novices.

I have time. Deadlines still linger, but the approach fast. Too fast. I need to sort out just what questions to ask.. just who to ask them of.

It's not that I'm afraid of looking foolish (though I don't like that idea), I'm much more afraid of not asking the right thing and finding out too late that something is off.

Perhaps it's a matter of me not quite being cutout for this type of work. I don't know.

I need to pack this weekend. The closing is Tuesday.